I can’t see.. I can’t hear.. I can’t feel anything.
I think I’m under water. My heart is slowing, but my lungs do not ache for air. Why?
I want to … I don’t know. Do I want to breath?
Do I want to fight for air?
Do I want to find why this is happening?
There is no light.
There is no darkness.
There is only the water flowing through my veins.
What is this water?
Is this water my life?
Is it my death?
I don’t understand.
What are these images flowing through my mind?
I cannot describe them.
I am floating in water.
I see nothing. I hear nothing. I feel nothing. Only this water.
What is to happen now?
Will I finally know what this life is for?
Will I finally know what I’m fighting for?
My heart.. It does not beat now.
Am I dead?
My lungs.. they still do not ache for air.
Am I alive?
I do not understand.
What is happening to me?
I am calm. Is that from the water?
I am nothing more than thoughts.
What is this?